I am mother of two beautiful children and they keep me extremely busy. I love them and they love me should be simple right? Nothing is as simple as it may seem.. They have fought for hours on end about the smallest things.. I am upset at the fact they don't see the best this world has to offer yet.. Keep in mind my children are 3 and 18 months.. I am also upset at myself for allowing myself to get so emotional with the smallest things.. Life is way too short so why don't they just get along? I am the only child but I have learned through out the years that things go a lot smoother if you share..
This is a minimal problem that should be easily solved but I have yet to figure out how.
On to another subject for the day, a dear friend to me lost a loved one last night in a car accident. She seems to be dealing with it OK, if it were I I would be losing my mind.. I would give anything to have the strength and courage and self control that she has. I try every day to make things as smooth as possible but always seem to come out a mess.. How do we grieve the "right" way? How can anyone move forward knowing that a life was taken too soon.. I am not one for saying everything happens for a reason. There should be no reason at all for an 17 year old child leaving this world.. They have so much to offer their lives haven't even begun yet. I guess I will always want to know the "what if " and I will never get them.. This is where I will end my thoughts today.. Happy Blogging to all.
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